Author Archives: Knickky

Please just give me a few seconds to explain. Your brother had to be about eight or nine months old when I found out I was pregnant again.  To say it was one of the hardest days of my life would be an understatement. As soon as the doctor told me I knew what IContinue reading “Dear baby”

When I was little my brother was my best friend. He would have tea parties with me. I remember my mom made him take me outside and someone hit me while riding a bike. My brother chased him down, made him get off the bike, and he came to apologize to me. After the boyContinue reading “We All We Got!!!”

When I found out I was pregnant with my son I cried. I’m not talking about happy tears like “ yes this is happening this is all I ever wanted”. NOPE, I cried those ugly I can’t believe this is really happening to me tears. Now don’t get me wrong, my kid is a trueContinue reading “Baby????”

Funny thing about life is that it still goes on no matter what you’re going through. While writing this blog to heal my little heart, I tricked myself into believing that the world around me would be peaceful, because I was trying to make peace with myself. (LOL) well I was wrong. While dealing withContinue reading “Change”

Those of you reading this that know me may think i’m talking about my grandma, but i’m not. Some of you may think this is gonna be the post that’s about my husband. You also would be wrong. I’ve known my Rock since I was little but she didn’t become my rock until I wasContinue reading “My Rock”

I was raised in the church most of my life. At one point I lost my faith in God. I also began to wonder if God was real. If he was real did he dislike me? Why would he allow me to go through all that I was going through? I remember having this conversationContinue reading “Faith Restored”

Fun fact about me: I’m a big Whitney Houston fan. The Bodyguard is one of my all time favorite movies. Most people might say well duh she was a super talented woman, how could you not like her. Yes she had an amazing voice, and she may have even been a really good actor. NoneContinue reading “I will always Love you”

When I started blogging it was just to help me finally talk about things that i’ve been holding onto for so long. Never during this process did I believe that I would get any answers to any of the questions that I’ve been wanting to ask for so long. I guess just like I wasn’tContinue reading “Answers”

I took some time away to really just sit and think, and get back to myself. To remind myself of why I started this blog in the first place.It was about me healing, and other people like me healing. It was finally a chance to step out of the shadows of everything that has happenedContinue reading “Welcome back”

So it’s been a little rough for me these last few weeks. It’s seems the deeper I dig into my past. The more demons I have to face. It felt as if I was reliving some up it, which opened up new wounds and pulled the scabs off the old ones. This time I decidedContinue reading “Amazing Moments”